Procrastination. Something I’m sure we have all fallen victim to at least once throughout our lives. And something that I have struggled with throughout my own life. Whether it is finishing homework, studying for exams, cleaning my room, doing laundry, and even something as simple as making my bed in the morning, I have learned that procrastination is one of my major flaws, especially when I’m in my own home.

When I was younger, it was easy for me to come home from school, make myself a snack, and then sit down to do my homework. But that was in second grade when I had to write my vocabulary words three times each, and multiply simple numbers. As I got older, and the workload steadily increased, I found that instead of getting my work done sooner (like I should have done) I continued to push it off until the last minute. It turns out that I actually do some of my best work when I’m under pressure because I know that I need to get my tasks completed. But it’s not always super fun to be doing work the night before it’s due. Even though I didn’t always enjoy completing my work near the deadline, I never really thought it to be a bad thing.

At the beginning of this semester, I told myself that I was going to change my mindset. Instead of waiting to finish my assignments until a few days before they were due, I was going to work on them steadily throughout the week starting from when they were given to me. It seemed to be working well for me while we were all at school, but as soon as I came home, it was like something flipped a switch and I began to lose the motivation I had to complete my work early. I think it has something to do with the fact that now that I go to college in a different state, I associate being home with relaxation and spending time with my family rather than doing work. It feels like I have had to start the process all over again. 

One of the most important things that I have learned from this experience is that no matter how hard I try, I can’t make a change over night. Procrastination is nothing new to me, but learning the best ways to avoid it definitely is. I have to work step by step towards the goals that I set rather than automatically incorporating them into my routine. I wish I could just snap my fingers and have all of my work completed or even the ability to evade procrastination. But that’s just it, maybe that is my problem.

-Sydney Rubin